it's been a long long long time after the last post.
and basically so much had happened, that it would take a
whole page to describe all the events. with the cny celeb and all..wow.

right now, i'm sitting in front of my lappy, having about 10 minutes to kill.
at 8 am on a sunday, BRIGHT nice WARM sunday morning.
i should be either sleeping or yum cha at clementi.
but no, i'm going into lab later. =( THAT is not positively motivating at all.

i'm starting to DOUBT. (not the movie Doubt) Doubt as in is this the right thing at all.
overwork, underpaid that's what a research brings you. the only satisfaction
you can see out of it is at the end of the tunnel. results.
but the learning the knowledge the skills (lab/non-lab) is worthwhile.
but to be a realistic individual, it's a balance between both.
right now, i'm happy with the ooze of skills and info.
but in the future? lionel is right, if i were to do this for the rest of my life
would i be happy? would i find meaning out of it?

well, there's only one conclusion. i would if i were able to capitalize my
uni education and trainings in the INDUSTRY in some biotech pharma companies
which are listed on the stock exchange board so employees will have dividends and bonus
every year end. that would be an incing and cherry above the cake. it is just like engineers
working with exxon mobil, shell or accounts working for pwc or kpmg.

but as life it seems, it's never going to be perfect.

it's time to start work...