vicious cycle

the vicious cycle. nothing interesting.
woke up with extended snooze on my alarm.
running for D bus when it rear out from business school.
queuing for spinelli's white roast coffee. or if i'm running late..
i'll just have my handy 3 in 1 nescafe.
climb up the freaking slope from sci lib to ahu to brenner centre to cels.
wait for the lift door operator that says 'level 3'.
tap my matric card on the detector, grab my log book and off i go with my white coat.
sit in front of the bsc in my blue surgical gown. so not sexy.
check on my 'babies' in the incubator.
rush down the freaking slope again for toxicology lec. eww.
problem based learning assignments. multiple that to 3.
tumor biology essay. pharmacogenetics presentation.
means lots of deadlines...and lots of journals.
protocols for boss. log book entry. lab meetings.
oh shit. and lit review.
and revision. almost forget bout it.
and time for the bf. for the family. for friends. for myself.
and time for bobby au young criminal investigation file part II drama.
ahhh..he's da man!

i need 48 hrs a day. i need to get off this cycle. at least for a while. 8 more months, i can wait.
and after that, i'm going somewhere far.............far from here.

Bitter.... kaaar pui!

the release of my un-meaningful examination results, well not so good not so bad always the mediocre. praise the lord or god or whoever that heard my prayers that i did not get a cookie for my infectious diseases. crappy module. and li ren has the cheek to say "oh i did badly for biotech.. i just got a B+". for a moment, i thought he sounded like that daniel. and for a moment, i thought he is demoralizing me because I ALSO work as hard as anybody else. no offense dear, but this is just my very personal sensitive opinion.

i'm not looking forward to the weekend..seriously, so many journals to read and write and read and type and protocol preparation. the the lab part would be better. li li just got me a set of BRAND new pipettes dedicated only to my RNA work. wah boss is very generous..i just order 6 sets of fresh primers hope they all anneal nicely so i can get nice pretty data out by next week!

since most of my very old classmates are back, maybe i should call them up to crap a bit about our boring uni life and exciting future plans..ah my holidays taste like an an expired vanilla ice cream without the cone, cherry and chocs melt....

one more day...less than 24 hours..i will be yeehaa-ing all the way. this sem is totally brain draining me. wth my friend has left for her backpacking trip to europe...and i'm still studying for pharmaco. when will it be my turn?