nostalgia

my dear beloved cells, pls don't die on me...=( sigh

vicious cycle

the vicious cycle. nothing interesting.
woke up with extended snooze on my alarm.
running for D bus when it rear out from business school.
queuing for spinelli's white roast coffee. or if i'm running late..
i'll just have my handy 3 in 1 nescafe.
climb up the freaking slope from sci lib to ahu to brenner centre to cels.
wait for the lift door operator that says 'level 3'.
tap my matric card on the detector, grab my log book and off i go with my white coat.
sit in front of the bsc in my blue surgical gown. so not sexy.
check on my 'babies' in the incubator.
rush down the freaking slope again for toxicology lec. eww.
problem based learning assignments. multiple that to 3.
tumor biology essay. pharmacogenetics presentation.
means lots of deadlines...and lots of journals.
protocols for boss. log book entry. lab meetings.
oh shit. and lit review.
and revision. almost forget bout it.
and time for the bf. for the family. for friends. for myself.
and time for bobby au young criminal investigation file part II drama.
ahhh..he's da man!

i need 48 hrs a day. i need to get off this cycle. at least for a while. 8 more months, i can wait.
and after that, i'm going somewhere far.............far from here.

Throw my hands up and let it go

Forget about everything and runaway yeah..

That's what Avril sang to me!! my Fav song from here~~
I just had to say: She's damn cute and cute and cute!! Not the Japanese cute but the very cool and sexy cute! And I can't believe she's married. I'm loving pink and black combination now. Haha.
The concert was opened by some dancers and some sg band and THE MUTTONS from 98.7fm. And we waited and waited and waited...and finally this small little blonde-pink hightlight gal jump out into the stage..the crowd just go wild~~

Alrite snappies!

She sings, she plays the guitar, she plays the piano and she totally rocked on the drums!!!

Happy meal=) I had a great week. Nuff said.

To all of my friends; friends who are still mugging their way for the degree/masters/phd, friends who had to go through fyp lab nightmare, friends who are in the work force, friends who are on their way chasing their hopes and dreams, friends who are having examination, friends who are courting a girl/guy, friends who are having problem with their gf/bf/boss or other friends and not to forget the sister who had to face so many pbl and exams and whatever in her studies..
here's a nice song lyric by Diana Ross for you guys.

Don't loose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away

Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end

Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm out hearts, everyone

Celebration

Finally settled down in KR, well not bad kind of spacious with lots of cabinets and storage place.. but still, it's just temporary. The room is facing a nice pine tree i think, and very quiet during the day so i got no complaints..=) And bee has been very very kind to me these few days..I think I'm seriously blessed.. although sometimes you get a bit whiny and get on my nerves, but I still lurve you nonetheless..Happy 14 months. We promised each other to have an amazing life together, lets make it happen with a capital A!

After some round of intensive lab session, I finally get my break. For 2 and a half days. So I could organize and read through all my messy notes, and re-write my pharmacogenetics lecture cuz I was practically dozing off in Ed Lee's class. He is the worst worst worst lecturer I've ever encountered after Leslie Harisson. rraahh.


I'll just gonna let my hair down and sing my heart out this Sunday. So loved.

PS: Happy birthday YinFong, Hang Hang and Annabelle..and Liren thanks for the surprise again!!

If we can hold on

Am I unlucky or what? Sigh, maybe I'm not destiny to be. Maybe. BUT I won't settle until I speak out on what was meant to be spoken. At least I try, rather than just totally give up; that's my philosophy in life.

This week was crazy, with lab work piling up and with boss sitting right beside me to guide on cell line infection. I was hungry and blur right from the morning till noon, seriously I can feel the nerves dilate and contract in my head. Boss was like ngiam ngiam ngiam regina you're not supposed to hold your tubes this way ngiam ngiam ughh...I can only do perfect if nobody is beside me ngiam ngiam...Now, who says washing test tubes are easy? Ah but we don't use test tubes anyways..Dilution plating is seriously killing me..and lots of sheeps as well. Well, you'll understand if your incubator had more than 100 plates of sheep blood agar.

And the craziness end off with shifting all my stuff back to NUS like the xx-th time! Seriously, NUS really got a problem with its face value: if you don't have enough accommodation/lecture theaters/shuttle bus/toilets/canteen tables etc etc. DO NOT take in so many as in A WHOLE BUNCH OF KIDS every single year! The shuttle bus now is like sardin cans, I guess even worse.. Promise there'll be enough accomodation for all international student next year once the village was done..ah..crap la. You're not UCLA, sorry you're not but maybe in 15 years time. But still, you're my alma mater so you would still be given a round of respect.

so i have gone sshhhh for about 2 weeks. let's see, been really busy with the "arrrggghh" kinetic studies..damn..and in the midst of week 1 of the new semester. lectures are mundane except for tumour biology. i must admit pervaiz did a good job getting everyone attention.

sigh. sigh. sigh. i hope i'll have a better choice one year later, that including not staying in nus but venture into a new unbiased less populated place. but i guess that's highly impossible to study elsewhere =( as i'm determine NOT to be a finacial burden for my parents after my undergraduate studies. it's either i cross my fingers and wait for my lucky stars or i continue with what has been offered in singapore. i don't know.. argh i think i'll just give my best shot for now.

i feel like downing on malibu sunrise now...=( with really really good music on the background..

BUT BUT hor...AVRIL LAVIGNE is coming down to Singapore~~~i nearly click the "pay by mastercard" the last time i check the seating!! well, i need to ask the baby boy first cuz it's not a small sum of $ hmmmmm...should i sacrifice one month with the daily bread meals??