I want

to have the ride of my life. again. this is probably the most qi kek thing i've ever done in my life. the ride was short. but the feeling last for a lifetime. he screamed "i love you" at me during the ride....oh how i miss it..

eh..i'm supposed to be studying now? no. =P

The pursuit of stress

it really breaks your heart when you put so much so much of effort in something, you still fail. fail to the point that you feel like whatever you did and your effort seems so...meaningless now. and especially when a single piece of paper could potentially pull down the years of hard work. i just want to leave this place asap.

anyway, my life is determine by me. not u you stupid mt. for the first time, i don't wan't to care anymore. i'm throwing all the notes into the recycle bin downstair. goodbye.

anyway an interesting exchange student sat beside me in lab for the paper..i heard him snorted and laugh at the "which part of the body do you think the symptoms of n.gonorrhea (an std) will occur in heterosexual males?" i'm am pretty sure he wrote something like "your dXXX" to mt. and i think he drew something also. wth. and he laugh again. then he left one hour earlier. man, how i wish i could s/u and xiao zhang like him....

damn stupid. laptop kena spywareee..ah, but found a solution for it with the help of some online geeks, will remove it immediately after exams. =)
woke up with a pretty pretty sunday morning. with the cool breeze coming in from the windows, the sound of water fountain below, and the nice harbour view from my room..it's time to mug all the way!! infectious..too much, but nonetheless i did learnt a lot..a lot from it. sigh, i guess the module would be more fun if we were asked to do assignment/case studies presentation instead of memorizing how did H5N1 took place...

one down. =) four more to go. wah my right fingers felt so numb after the biotech paper. too much of pressure on it, thank god for my 5566 ball pen! buatan malaysia. hehe. ah ~~ forget biotech, dun wanna care about it since i throw all the notes into the junk box just now. bye bye.

the weather is so damn hot today. and really don't feel like studying for id and drugs. sianz. its goin to be over soon...=)

momo said we probably gonna move in to our new home on 8/8/08. hhmm asked her why..then she said "beijing olympics opening on that day ma..so it must be auspicious!" -____-"" that's my mum. i roughly got the idea how my new room goin to looked like. can't wait to decorate it... although i'm not staying in that room "permanently" but it is still going to be my room. =) it's going to have a lot of love in it, with colour photos, black white photos and all my tour souvenirs and ty bears.

manchester united vs chealsea. tonight. waahh.....im goin to watch it. while studying of cuz. thnk god for sopcast. i love china satellite =)

i just wanna eat and sleep and get fat

this is darn boring sia.
i still haven't touch my drugs. and iD is killin me brain softly.
holidays faster come so i can start laying my hands on how to do knockout mutants. and learn how to slay a mice puurrfectly. sorry PETA, is for goodsake. i'm such a geek. no, if alonso didn't request me to help out with the mutants, i would have start planning what to wear to redang. anyways, no redang for me wif the gers. =( =(

BUT shopping and eating in bangkok is coming soon. again. so i just can't wait. so there's still something to look forward this hols. and not to mention ipoh. yay, zee glamorous ipoh food is also waiting... ..

aarrghhhgghhhggdghhhhhhhharghh. there.

i believe in passion

Lost

such a gloomy sight..to complement on my mood today. i hate the clouds. i hate them because they made me sad. i wish for more blue sky, no clouds...maybe then i will smile again.