Usaha tangga kejayaan

yup. the best thing i've learnt from pendidikan moral. it's all what i need now. usaha bersungguh-sugguh. =) i feel that i lack of usaha these few years. used to be damn pia in stpm. study all the way in school tuition and then piles of homework. i will have at least 3 buku rujukan and at least 3 buku kerja for each subject. and endless of notes+latihan from boopathy and mr/mrs lim. =S the only time i watched tv is during my dinner break. man. looking back, i am really a slob now. tee hee. slacking in uni huh? too bad i choose the wrong uni to slack...regret? no not really. i did work my ass off here. but without any return of satisfaction. it is just that something is missing. motivation.

in form 6, my motivation was to be a doctor. as simple as that. to be a freakin doctor. i work it off. big dreams huh? i didn't get the medicine course in UM/UKM i remember crying my eyes off that night..and then NUS, here i come. so it is just a B.Sc. and so i don't feel like there is a need to work hard for a B.Sc. (great, that's why i end up with a mediocre results). i was so so wrong..it certainly needs every inch of hard work and perseverance. and today i am thankful that i chose to do a life sci degree in nus. i realized how my bigger dreams begin to shape here. as a prof put it in a crude way "Doctors are CRAP without the microbiologist for lab diagnostics, research scientist for drugs development and nurses for proper care!! AND these people truly made a difference" I am so agree with you, prof. =) now i feel motivated. jia you!