the invisible me

okay, so it's been quite some time since i ramble here cuz apparently there's no internet connection at gillman heights. yes, i've moved to that secluded hilltop with a freaking bathroom that gave me goosebumps!! YIKES....i shall not elaborate here.

LIREN DARLING now please please please get your cute ass into eusoff or whatever they offer you ok?!! go fight for it! how can the stupid kr comm kick u out after u slog for them as the captain last year? they are just like peanuts forgetting its skin (translate to malay ba...) well, get into some other hall and i'll say you show them who's peanuts now! trash the kr bball team. gah!

going to have a nice weekend break to type out my lit review for boss. hopefully, i'll finish it before the malacca trip. yes, i HAVE to finish it before boss come back from France! when my mentor decided to leave her lab, i seriously got no one to turn to for any help. except for li rui. so basically i just monkey see monkey do. last week is the first time i've ever passage my cell culture and freeze the cuties in liquid nitrogen. all by myself. did all these by just reading some online protocols and guidelines since boss is not around. wow, and i actually still alive right now, providing the fact that i didn't screw up the liquid nitrogen tank. so afraid the liq will pop onto my skin and that's it. a nice big hole where i can see my bones. geezz i hate forsty stuff..one day i accidentally stuck my wrist onto the -80 deg fridge casing, and i need to tug really hard to get my hand off...shi..my skin nearly peel off. it was red and stinging like mad..=( i think cels should buy us insurance, you know just in case...

so what's next? wait for the sem to start go into lab bid for modules. go for lecture. the same vicious cycle for my 7th semester in NUS. do assignments. give presentations. then final exams. then 8th semester. then thesis and presentation. then graduate. and then?? then i will work part time earn a bit $ AND THEN I WILL LEAVE. at least for a while. i don't care what my mum will say. and i know my dad will not say anything as he supports me in whatever i do.