lets sip away 2008...

so its the last day of 2008. finally the end of a..
hmm how should i put it? an OK year for me,
well not as blast and rocking as 2007, but still OK.
i had a lot of emotions in 08, but i knew i gotta stay strong
and shut out all those words by some insignificant people
ohh i just hate em. i hope i won't encounter anymore of it this year.
yes, new year new resolutions. i don't even remember my 08 resolutions..
ha..so this time i'm gonna write it down.
exchange it with li ren, and both of us will "guard" each resolutions..
most importantly, making sure we stick to em!

but i'm pretty sure 09 will be a year with many changes in my life.
graduation first. oh, i long for that robe. i can't wait to graduate.
really. i just want to end my undergrad studies asap. esp in nus.
sorry but i won't miss the LTs, the tutorial room and the lecturer.
maybe i will miss my lab, cuz it's like a second home..
but it really depends on whether i will stay..

then it's the turning point of my life from undergrad to what..
a working class adult/graduate student/unemployed?
oh whatever..i just want to do the things i loved.

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so, i have been doin a lot lately.
from the christmas dinner at lionel's place
which is really good although i don't
dig the log cake, as the chocolate is too unbearable
a trip to ipoh for some hor fun
and play time with jesse
to watching some man-ly movies..yes man and ip man..
surprisingly, it was quite good for both movies.
and i still wanna watch twilight.
i've read the book..but i know it's gonna be as disappointed
as harry potter adaptation
cuz no movie can be a perfect adaption from a novel
not even the LOTR, because a lot will be cut off..
but still! I wanna watch it. well..cuz
the guy who acted as cedric in the goblet of fire is in it.
yes, he is playing edward cullen.
oh boy, he has became more and more..
drooling. sigh....what a beautiful face.
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HAVE A ROCKING NEW YEAR GUYS!!
"Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la"
may Jason Mraz quote be an inspiration =)

my friends and love and sista
my wish for you..
is that life becomes all you that you want it to
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
you never need to carry more than you can hold

may God's grace be with you.

there goes my weekend in lab. with the rats. but. i don't really care, do i?

it's a frustration, i know. when you keep on repeating the same experiment
it's like wearing the same clothes and eating the same food almost every day.
the only thing that's keeping me sane in lab is my mp3 and facebook. tee hee.
and when it's end of the month, you get a new sets of task. well, it's really not that bad.
keep on convincing myself that it's really really not that bad.
perseverance? maybe. a self-fulfilling prophecy? probably.

sigh. i just want to enjoy the christmas. and the holidays..
still in the mood until today when boss said..
"regina, i think you can start on your thesis.. you've done a lot.."
gulp. OK, i should start..which i know would be more hair loss.=$

and baby i know you're reading this..

"if you like it then you should have put a ring on it"
yes the one that i saw.

i really don't mind for another turquoise box with white ribbon =)
*gan-chan chou sing sing laugh ngek ngek ngek*
bless you my love.

so christmas is around the corner...

and i don't feel any jingle bells at all.
maybe is the recession.
well, i hope it will go away quickly to
ease the financial crap that everyone is facing.

for this christmas, we will be celebrating in lionel's place.
cuz my parents ain't into the whole christmas thing.
on the list are roast turkey and log cake, etc.
and red wine of cuz!
a nice warm dinner with good friends.
minus the fireplace.
let's hope next year me and li ren will go somewhere snowy..=)

had a nice dinner outing with my fellow OG members from 2005.
wah, time really flies...and each of us has grown up into
individuals with greater responsibilites on our shoulder.
i guess that's part of growing up.

in 2005 when we're still "kids"

3 years later..

well, i think everyone still looks the same..hmm except maybe for suwen!
haha..yeah +)
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"happy holidays!"

i woke up with a cold breeze over my head today.

finally it rained, in the morning.

and yet i still need to go to lab.

despite of hari raya haji.

where i should be at home eating rendang.

life.

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i have downloaded several application forms.

from several companies and institutions.

it's time to re-organize my resume.

and type out that CV.

this time round i'm just going to through my nets

into the ocean and see what i got......

but right now, i gotta start typing on my thesis.

this is so sick, i knew it would come. =(

but thinking of the freedom 5 months later

i'm ever so motivated.

and the graduation trip, i am ever ever so motivated.

but right now, my life revolves around lab,

thesis, my novels and good food. =)

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"...what would you like for christmas, dee?"

"I just want you to be happy, happy and happy always."

light on

it's sunday morning. bright and sunny.

quiet. peaceful. and yet..
i still need to go back to lab later.
how sweet..
so what have i done for the past post-exam session?
spending money of cuz. yeah at this point of recession.
i have no guilt. what a sin. my bad.
i bought a pair of bejeweled heels for Christmas dinner
a black throw over
a nice checkered top
a cute 2009 planner
kim edwards book =0)
and more to come since cny is coming soon. ngek.
anyways, i have a rocking good time.
with body of lies which is awesome.
with friends, my sister who came over and the boyfriend.
cheerio sista.
but suddenly the mood swing came in.
the deja vu of falling down and down..and making
the wrong decision and wrong choices
i don't know. i should just be at this moment now.
and not think too much about the future.
whatever will be will be.
will talk to boss before the dawn of 09.
*fingers-crossed*

gosh. my hair. i looked aged.. i have longed for a new hair cut.
getting back my bangs i had in form 6! arggh i should wear back my contacts.